Aaj use 1 sal ho gaya lekin vo ab bhi mujme pehle ki tarha hi Zinda h……..

Hi
I am Suzen
This is my true story which I want to
share with u, me bohot choti thi 3rd std.
me jab muje pehli bar pyar hua………
Vo mere relation me tha….or
har chuttio me ham uske ghar jate the ,
bas thire-thire me use like karne lagi
…or phire muje pyar ho gaya jo shayad
1 sided love tha ….8 sal ki umar se hi
muje pyar………thodi nadani vali bat
he ,lekin uski 1-1 bat muje itni acchi lagti
thi ki pucho mat …agar vo koi kharab
kam kare vo bhi muje accha lagta tha .
uske phiche me pagal thi.Hamare pet
name bhi same-same the jo P se shuru
hote the(piku-prem) hamari aadte bhi
same thi .jab vo mere ghar aata to me
khushi se or sharam se lal ho jati magar
vo ye nahi janta tha. Phir use hostel me rakh dia or me bhi study me busy ho gai, phir 1 din ham hamare ghar ki 1 shadi me mile.me kisi ki bhi shadi me jati thi to bas sirf use hi dekhne ,jab vo koi shadi me nahi aata tha to vo shadi to bilkul bakvas hoti thi .Uski 1 sister thi jo meri hi umar ki thi & meri frd bhi thi , Usne muje 1 ladki dikhai or kaha ye mere bhai ki nai girlfrd he,me to dekhti hi reh gai,shadi holl me thi vaha se ghar thoda dur tha phir bhi me ghar chali gai ,tab rat thi me pillo se mu chupake itna roi-itna roi lekin use to ye sab pata hi nahi tha…..jab se vo hostel gaya tha tab se vo bohot flurty ho gaya tha uane bohot sari girlfrd bhi banai thi . phir mene deside kiya tha ki uski aaj k bad jo bhi girlfrd banegi uski photos me ekkatha karungi or use jala dungi mene vesa kia bhi…..

Mohabbat me hum mashoor kya huwe.....

Har harkat humhari deewangi lagnay lagi........

lafz jo niklay haal-e-dil ka bayan karne,

zamane ko har wo baat shayari lagne lagi.

Ab ham kafi bade ho gaye the, meri frd kehti thi k me good looking hu , mere tution & society k itne ladko ne mujpe try mara tha lekin me kisi ko bhav nahi deti thi kouki me bas use hi pasand karti thi, ab to vo 1 ladki k phiche pagal tha per me khush thi kyoki vo ladki use bhav nahi deti thi or unka break-up ho
gaya tha. Aaj 25th December 2010 tha , Or har sal ki taraha vo is bar bhi mere ghar aane vala tha Christmas pe is liye me aaj bohot khush thi,……or vo aa hi gaya ham har sal handshake karke happy- x’mas kehte per is bar bas hamne ese hi 1 dushre pe comment marke happy x’mas bol dia or kuch bat bhi nahi ki or chale gaye…mene use dhundha magar vo khane pe bhi nahi tha..phir 3-4 baje vo hamare sath yani meri or meri rfds ksath party me aa gaya or meri best frd ke sath join ho gaya , badme meri frd ne bataya ki vo use bhi line marta h ,muje itna bura laga or me use like karti hu ye bat meri best frd ko bhi nahi pata thi. Phir mene fesala kia k aaj to me use bata hi dungi k “ I LOVE U” Rat ke shayad 7 baje the me jese hi ghar gai vo or uske rfd bike leke kahi chale gaye ,Hamne itna mana kia phir bhi nahi ruke, mere samne hi ve chala gaya or me use kuch nahi bol pai , 8 baje phone aaya ki pintu ka 1 chota sa exident hua h or hame jana h ,mere ghar ke 4-5 log chale gaye , lekin exident chota nahi bada tha, jisme jeremi ki halat serios thi lekin aaj muje rona nahi aa raha tha or man bar-bar kehta ki ab vo nahi bachega ..lekin meri 1 aunti ne bola k jeremi ab mahi he tu mene unhe esa sunaya or galia di sabke samne k sab dekhte reh gaye …kyoki hamare ghar
me kabhi bado se uchi aavaz me bat bhi nahi karte…puri rat or 2ra din bhi me roti rahi 3re din meri badi sister ne kaha ki jeremi thik he or use ghar la rahe he , sab uske ghar jane k liye kapde pehen
rahe the vo bhi simple,Lekin mene kaha aap log ho aao me badme jaungi us se milne, lekin meri d ne bola nahi abhi chal or jo pehna h vo hi pehen k chal , me samaj nahi pa rahi thi k kya ho raha h , vo accha h phir bhi koi khush kyu nahi h lekin jab sabko ROTE dekha to samaj aaya ki ab vo nahi raha …Vaha se mere ashu shuru hua me roti rahi…muje kya pata tha ki vo aakhri bar me use dekh rahi thi…Jab uski deadbody hamne dekhi to chikho k sath ham itna roye the jiska me jikr nahi kar sakti ……..

Aaj bhi uski yad sath lekar rehti hu..bas uski kabar ki mitti ..ab vo hi mere liye mera pyar he…aaj use 1 sal ho gaya lekin vo ab bhi mujme pehle ki tarha hi Zinda h……..

Kyon door ho ke bhi 

Koi dil ke paas rehta hai

Dil ke paas ho kar bhi 

kyon us ka intzaar rehta hai......