Hi friends I m Pankaj from Narnaul, Haryana and this is my
first story on this site. Mujhe samajh me nhi ata ki is story kaha se shuru kia
jaye. uska name A……. Sorry dosto m uska name ap sabhi ko nhi bta sakta kyonki m
ye story us ko bina btaye likh rha hu. M ek sidha sadha sa ladka tha or pyar
vagaira ke bare me jyada dhyan nhi deta tha. Kab mujhe pyar ho gaya mujhe pta
hi nhi chala. M ek ladki ki taraf attract ho gya jab mai 2nd year me tha to vo
11th class me thi . hamare idhar bus nhi chalti jo ganesh ji jaise tempo hote h
na wo chalte h. To m subah apne college ke liye jata tha and vo apne school ke
liye jati thi. Shuru-shuru ke 1 saal tak to mere man me uske liye koi feelings
nhi thi bt jaise-jaise vaqt gujarta gya m uski taraf attract hone laga. Halanki
maine suna thaor mujhe pta tha ki ye sach h ki uski kisi ladke ke sath
friendship thi bt m use bhut like karne lga tha so m bhi sbhi ki tarah ye
chahta tha ki meri or uski friendship ho jaye. Ab to m uske liye pagal tha. Jha
vo jati m vahi hota. Sham ko jab vo pani lene jati to gaon ki chopal per khada
ho kar use dekhta rehta har vaqt vo h vo mere vicharo ka kender bni rehti thi.
Esa nhi tha ki m usse ekterfa pyar kerta tha . Sach to ye h ki ye sab usi ki
vajah se hua. Jaisa ki maine apko baaya ki hm dono sath nhi but ek h time pe ek
hi tempo me jate the to maine notice kiya ki vo meri tafaf dekh kr smile pass
kar rhi thi or maine bhi use back smile de di nd hm poore raste ek dusre ki
ankho me ankhe dale dekhte rhe. Fir ye daily routine ho gaya. Shuru shuru me to
m ye sab flirt ke liye kerta tha bt na jane kab m usse pyar kr baitha. Ek din
uski frnd jo uske sath pani lene jati thi ne mujhse pucha ki m usko kyo dekhte
rehta hu to maine kha ki time ane pr sab pta chal jayega lekin mujhe nhi pta
tha vo time itna bura hoga. kuch din baad jb nya sal aya to maine use purpose
karne ka faisla kiya. M market se uske liye gift nd choclate or apne liye kapde
laya tha . 1st january ko m ne uski frnd se bat ki to usne kha ki m tum dono k
bich nhi ana chahti tum khud usse bat kro. to m uske padosi jinka ladka mera
friend tha ke ghar chala gaya jha vo ati rehti thi to jab vo aai to m akela tv
dekh rha tha and vo mere frnd ki behen ke sath aai thi tab usne pucha ki m usse
kya kehna chahta hu to m kuch bol nhi paya meri juban per jaise lock lag gya
tha maine bus uske liye laye huye gift use dene ke liye nikal kar use dene lga
to usne mna kar diya nd koi reason na btate huye chali gayi. fir maine kai baar
usse bate karne ki kor sakta. Us din ke bad se main kafi koshish ki lekin ek
bar jab maine usse reason pucha to usne mujhe sab ke samne aisi bat kahi jiska
jikr m yha nhi karna chahta . Ab maine soch liya ki chahe jo bhi ho agar vo nhi
chahti to m usse dur chala jaunga and maine apna college jane ka time change kr
diya. Lekin ab bhi jab bhi o milti h to mujhe dekh kr smile karti h. aisa lagta
h k vo bhi mujhe pyar karti h lekin kisi majburi ki vajah se chup h. maine bhi
uski majburi ko samjha h and ab m uski taraf bilkul bhi nhi dekhta bt mera dil
janta h ki vo mere liye kya h. M yha kisi se koi suggestion lene nhi aya bt
apna gam sajha karne aya hu taki mujhe sukun mil sake. halanki m janta hu ki vo
net use nhi karti bt fir bhi agar vo ye kabhi padhe to m usse puchna chahunga
ki usne esa kyo kiya . agar uski koi majburi thi to vo mujhe saf-saf bta deti.
Use meri najrome girne ki kya jarurat thi. Jab vo kuch dino ke bad 12th me 3
subjects me fail ho gait hi to vo bhut roi thi. Vo itni mayus thi ki Uska dukh
uski ankho me saf dikhai deta tha aur use is halat me dekh kr m bahut roya yaha
tak ki m khud ki padhai me bhi dhayan nhi de paya or mere marks kafi kam aye
jabki m apne har class me top karta tha. Agar dosto maine apko bor kar diya h
to I m really sorry ant this is my true love story. So dosto pls ese comments
mat karna jisse m heart ho sakta hu. I m now working in a MNC as Executive
trainee. Or m use bhut dur hu or ab vo jo chahti thi vo pura ho gaya h. M ab
usse bhut dur hu lekin vo hamesha mere pas h or m use hamesha pyar karta
rahunga. Agar ap kisi se pyar karte h to sabhi gile-shikve bhul kar kijiye
kyonki pana hi pyar ka nhi hota pyar to ek ehsas h jo hamesha hamare sath rehta
h. chahe dooriya kitni bhi ho. M chahta hu kit um jaha bhi raho vaha khush
raho. Koi tumhe esa jeevan sathi mile jo tumhe mujhse bhi jyada pyar kare. God
bless you my love…………………………………………………………..bye dosto fir milenge.