Mai aapko apne payar k bare mai btana chahta hu. . . Mera
naam varun hai aur meri age is time 25 yr hai mai job krta hu mai graduzate hu.
. Baat 2005 ki hai mai us time 12 cls mai tha aur holidays they us time mere
mohalle mai ek ladki aayi apni nani k gr rehne k liye woh us time 9 cls mai thi
aur holiday enjoy krne aayi thi. . Muje woh ladki bdi pasand aayi uski
beautiful brown eyes muj pe jaadu kr gayi . .maano muje pyar ho gya tha us
ladki se lkn muje pura pata nhi tha . . Us ladki ka naam toh mai aapko bataunga
nhi lkn usey mai payar se ashuuu keh k bulata tha . . Woh bilkul mere pass
waley gr mai rehti thi mai ek village mai rehta hu aur village wala payar toh
khub sar chad k bolta hai. Bs fir kya mera aana jana lag unke gr pehle b jata
tha lkn ab kuch zayada hi . . Woh ladki b mere se baatein krni lgi usko mere
sath bateein krna acha lagne laga woh muje bhaiya keh k bulane lagi lkn maine
usey kbi behan ki nazar se nhi dekha . . Bs baat krne lage shararat krne lage.
Hasne lage ladai krne lgey bda maza aa rha tha . . Ashuuu ki mujse kafi
attraction ho gayi . .phir mera school lag gaye mai school jane laga lkn ashuu
abi b apni nani k gr thi jb mai school jata tha toh muje jate hue khidki se dekhti
thi aur jb mai bapis aata tha tb b khidki k pass baithi hoti thi aur muje
dekhti thi . . Mera mind bda shararti tha ek din maine usey jutha blackmail
kiya aur apne pass bulaya aur bola ki muje ek kiss kr nhi toh teri nani ko woh
bali baat bta dunga bechari dar gyi aur muje kiss kr k bhag gayi . . Lkn mujse
naraz b nhi hui aur khoob baatein b krni lagi us time shoti thi bechari aur
sirf mere sath hi rehti thi jb gr jane lgi toh mai udas ho gaya mai b bus stop
tk uske sath gaya apna ph. Number diya aur bola ki muje ph.krna . .phir woh
muje ph. Krne lgi apne papa k ph. Se mai b apne papa k ph. Se baat krne lga bs
thodi c krte they . . Phir muje roz subah ph. Aata tha gud mrg k liye aur mai b
hamesha uske ph. Ka wait krta rehta tha . . . Phir hm nhi miley kafi der tak .
Mai clg janey laga mai udaas toh nhi rehta tha lkn hamesha ashuu ko yaad krta
rehta tha . . Phir ph. B kam hi aata tha . . Phir iske mama k ladke ki shadi
aayi 2007 mai j doubra aayi shadi pe bda khush hua us time mai us time b j muje
bhaiya hi bolti thi baat ki khana khaya lkn thodi c misunderstanding b hui ek
ladke ki wajah se . . Maine baat ki smjaya aur maan b gayi bolti kuch nhi hota
shadi attend ki aur chali gayi bapis apne gr . . Phir doubra ph. Krne lgi thodi
thodi baat krne lgi mai b khush rehta hai. . Aur ashuu b khush thi apni life
mai. .mai clg jata tha ladkian b padai krti thi mere sath mai baat b krta tha
ladkioon k sath lkn kbi dil nhi laga kisi k sath bs ashuuu thi is dil mai.phir
2008 mai doubra aayi thi apni nani k gr tb b bda khush hua mai . . Bs hamari
baat hoti rehti thi thodi thodi ph. Pe ek dusre ko b’dy wish krte they festival
wish krte they . Inbox msg krte they ek dusre ko . . Aur 2008 mai doubra aayi
thi apne mama k ladke ki shadi mai . Phir 2009 b aa gaya aur mai sirf one side
se pyar kr rha tha meri padai b puri ho chuki thi aagey padai krne ka mera mann
nhi tha. . 2010 january mai meri job b lag gayi muje wish b kiya ashuuu ne bda
acha laga . . Phir hm msg krte they inbox mai aur haftey mai sirf ek baar ph.
Krte they sunday ko . . Ashuu ko mujse bdi zayada attachment thi mai isko kbi
pehle ph. Nhi krta tha isi ka aata tha . Mere mai itni himat b nhi thi ki isko
bol du ki mai tumse pyar krta hu darta tha ki kahin naraz na ho jaye . . Phir
31 2010 dec.ko maine decide kiya ki isko ph. Karunga aur i luv u bole dunga . .
Ph. Aaya baat krne lge baat krte krte 12 bj gaye wish kiya ek dusre ko aur
maine bola ki mera new year ka treat do bolti hai maango mere dimaak kharb aur
bole diya ki muje ek kiss do gussa ho gayi bolti hai mai aapko bhaiya manati hu
j kya bole rehy ho aap maine bola muje kiss chahiye toh chahiye bolti hai thik
hai mai kiss dungi lkn aapse kbi baat nhi karungi maine bola maine kiss b leni
hai aur baat b krunga . Bolti hai nhi . Maine bola na mai kiss lunga na mai
baat karunga aaj k baad aapke sath ph. Cut kiya aur so gaya subah ph. Aaya
madam ka bolti hai bhoot utra jo aapke sar pe chada tha maine tb b bola ki kiss
b leni hai aur baat b krni hai agr manzor hai toh thik hai nhi toh rehne do . .
Bechari ko manzor kaise hota muje bhaiya kaise bolti thi phir hamne 1 jan se
lekar 6 may tak koi baat nhi ki beech mai iska b’dy b aaya maine wish nhi kiya
7 may ko isi ka ph. Aaya aur thodi c doubra baat ki . . Lkn maine phir b doubra
cal nhi ki . . Jb mera b’dy aaya toh isne doubra cal ki aur muje wish kiya
ashuu doubra mujse baat krna chahti thi lkn mai apni baat pe aada tha . . Phir
mai apmi baat bhool gaya aur doubra ashuu se baat krne lga aur daily baat krne
lage phir j fb pe aayi phir hm fb pe baat krne lage hasne lage doubra ladai
krne mai ruthane lga aurj muje manane lagi . . 2012 ko hmne bd4 baatein ki aur
muje ehsas hone laga ki ab isko b mujse payar hone laga hai jb b mai kisi ladki
ki baat krta j mujse ladai krti mujse ruth jati j b mere sath kisi ladke ki baat
krti thi toh mai b khub ladai krta iske sath. . . Phir ek din muje bolti ki aap
muje kya smjte ho kis nazar se dekhte ho maine bola ki ek dost ki nazar se
bolti thik hai aur bdi khush hui lkn isko us time mujse payar ho gaya tha aur
isey pata nhi tha . . Phir ek din maine june2012 mai maine isko bole diya ki
mai aapse payar krta hu j b krti thi lkn acpt krne se dar rhi thi aur bolti hai
ki varun mai aapko acpt kr leti agr aap mere relatives mai na aatey . Maine
bola mai aapse bachpan se payar kr rha hu aur aaj mouka mila aur bole diya agr
aapki yes hai toh tb b bta do agr na hai toh b bta do bolti hai na nhi hai
maine bola soch k bta dena . . Thodi der baat ki aur phir so gaye . . Aur phir
2 din k baad maine doubra pucha aur maan gayi. . 16 june ko isne mera ek taraf
wala payar acpt kiya aur mai bda khush hua us din . . . 2012 ko muje mera
bachpan ka payar mila pure 7 saal k baad . . Bs hm payar krne lage . . Lkn ek
baat toh sach thi ki hamari shadi kbi nhi ho skti thi lkn hm phir b payar krte
rehy. . 2013 b aa gaya lkn june 16 ko iska rishta ho gaya bda roya us din mai.
. . Bs rota rha ashuu b roti rhi lkn kismat se zayada kuch nhi . Mai distrub
rehne laga gali dene laga gussa krne lga lkn ismai ashuu ka koi kasoor nhi tha
. . Bs pagaloon ki tarah harkteen krne laga . Ashuu mere sath baat b krti thi
jaise pehle krti thi lkn mere dil mai j hi ki ashuu meri nhi hai . .rishta tut
gaya kuch problem ki wajah se . Ab doubra rishta hua ab shadi hai lkn mai ab b
ashuu se pyar krta hu aur ashuu b mujse krti hai lkn uski shadi k baad mai
ashuu ki zindagi mai sirf dost bm k rahunga jahan jarurat padegi wahan aaunga
lkn apne payar ko kbi nhi show karvaunga . . . . Bs itna hai ki ashuu jaisi
ladki muje kbi nhi milegi bda payar krti hai mere sath aur mai b krta hu . . .
Bs adhuri c kahani hai meri payar mila lkn puri zindgi ka sath nhi. . Payar hua
uske sath jis k sath zindagi puri nhi bita skta . . . I luv u jana bs muje
ashuu jaise koi nhi milegi miss u lot. . .
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